Documentary Film
In 2006, Clarke Paris, a veteran sergeant with the Las Vegas Metropolitan Police Department, and his wife Tracie, a Registered Nurse for 29 years, teamed up with 100 Watt Productions and produced one of the most dynamic, informative and powerful films on Police Stress & Suicide, to date…..The Pain Behind The Badge. The Pain Behind The Badge, the result of hundreds of emails, letters, phone calls, interviews, and thousands of miles traveled, is an award winning documentary film that has been changing and saving the lives of police officers, civilian police personnel, and military personnel for several years.![]() |
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“This film helps administrators to realize some of the underlying risks associated with law enforcement.”
Douglas C. Gillespie, Sheriff Las Vegas Metropolitan Police Department
“The National Police Suicide Foundation is honored to participate in this production called The Pain Behind The Badge. We at the Foundation believe that this film will be a great contribution to bring about a better understanding of why police officers in this country commit suicide every 19-21 hours. As Executive Director of the NPSF I grant you permission to use statistical data that we have provided for you and your organization. If we can provide any further assistance please don’t hesitate to contact me personally.”
Robert Douglas, Director – The National Police Suicide Foundation
“The PMSA Board of Directors would like to thank you for the presentationduring our recent board meeting and our annual training for our members. The Board of Directors voted to endorse your cause and wish you much success in bringing the issue of police suicide to the surface in order to get officers the assistance they require.”The Police Managers & Supervisors Association
“Clarke, You have put together a superb product, a product that will save lives. ‘The Pain Behind The Badge’ deserves max distribution & I endorse & support your efforts whole-heartedly. You have demonstrated great initiative, tenacity and true ‘grit’ in putting this video together. My sincere congratulations! Hooah! & well done, my brother warrior-healer.”
Lieutenant Colonel Dave Grossman, U.S. Army (Retired) – Director, Killology Research Group




